Party of One

by Summer Winter

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Purple Lights 02:20
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Wine is all a girl needs Plus her guitar And a board of cheese Floating in a purple room of lights I'm really starting to like these nights Sounds lame But I like coming home to you Sounds cliche But it feels good to be true I get little sparkles of excitement Because I know I'm Growing towards enlightenment Then another day comes I throw caution To the wind Life humbles me fast I was too crass God damnit I ate those french fries I guess I can't feel good All of the time Maybe I'm bipolar I think I'm bipolar The truth is I'm learning I'm growing Second after second There are times When I feel all-knowing There are more often times When I feel Like I've wrecked it Maybe i'm bipolar I think I'm bipolar
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Leopard Lily Boy 02:05
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You wanna know what I think As you lay here fast asleep You're in my room You're so cute I think you're special You wanna know what I think When I look at you I sink You're so cute Let's sleep until noon I wanna make love to you You wanna know what I think As you lay here fast asleep You're here in my room You're looking so damn cute
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Solitude Snows 02:53
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All alone at the party Took forever to find it I found it amusing I stood there With my cold brown hair And a shy stare No one would choose me No one would choose me You know it's not so cold When you're sitting there handing your hold And it grows Solitude Snows Driving home from the party And I just about lost me I found it abusing I fell asleep On the wheel driving I was lying I needed help to see No one was there for me You know it feels so cold When you're sitting there with no hand to hold It gets so old Solitude Snows
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Disney Dude 01:49
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Hey Disney dude Where are you going so soon We are still here like the sun and the moon Climb up willow tree At Honokowai I'm falling off my bike It was a great gig in the sky And it all flew by It all flew by And I got high And I know you kind of tried But no It didn't slide Nah, not with me Not for a bit The memories are now skewed and they shift To your frame of mind Just look close and you'll find I could never be me At any time No I could not be me And I Never felt free And I Cut open my knees While you You surfed the seas And I'm Slowly learning The fucking boundaries That you Never taught me And I just want peace Please
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Âme Douce 02:00
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So now you're gone There's nothing that I Wanna do It was matter of time And we both We both knew Bed time green eyes Coffee breath Butterflies You're so not my time Cuz you're so nice What a pleasant surprise Je vous remercie pour le temps Âme Âme Âme Âme Âme douce Âme douce I hope to see you real soon This too shall pass This too
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No Name Smith 02:14
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The Beach Is Our Moon 02:05
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Sight Unseen 01:29
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Fish out of Water 02:04
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Witness 02:40
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Sapphie Told Me 03:38
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Carpe Omnia 01:29
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A.D. 02:27
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You'll Only Go 01:49
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You Won't Know My Warmth 01:19
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My Autumn 01:37
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Blue Crumbles 01:25
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Party of One 03:08
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I wonder if I enjoyed the time as much as I do the memories I didn't stay present It didn't feel relevant I did it for the hell of it Looking back, I was celibate Ready for the none of it To flash right before my eyes Now I work so hard to try, try, try I'm a party of one I'm a party of one Try to be here and now Pay no attention to fears and doubts Cuz soon I'll be exiting out Don't stress just to try, try, try It will come and you'll still get by I'm a party of one I'm a party of one Forgive your dad, forgive yourself Stop doing things for someone else You've said it before you can't keep sitting on the shelf It's time to be alone Don't fear the growth You've experienced "no" and got lots more to go Break down in front of intimidators Who cares? They're not living with us So you Twitch just a bit inside When you have to sleep alone at night So you Twitch a little when you speak out of spite So you Can't let go that he thinks he's always right And he Who is he? He is the majority He is the many men in my life That have allowed me to dream of being a wife He is the man that has lied to my face The one who sent me to space The one who has allowed me to play The one who chewed me up and spit me on a plate To be eaten by life To overcome strife, suicide, and plight And here I am back at square one I'm alone I will enjoy this party of one I'm a party of one I'm a party of one

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released November 19, 2019

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Summer Winter Los Angeles, California

Satirical spoken word poetry turned indie acoustic. Short enough for your attention span.

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